Late night thoughts--
----My thoughts that I wrote before I fell asleep last night----
Will I ever be happy? Do I deserve to be happy? I just don't know anymore. I've lost myself again. I don't feel myself when I'm here. No one will ever understand nor do they care. I'm back in that scary place again. Who can I go to? I have a strong faith that God can help me, but I feel he's given up on me. I just let him down too much...too often. I just wish I could be with the one I want to be with. I wish they would want me back. Oh well...I miss Fergus...end of story. :-( (But, I wonder if he feels the same...)
Will I ever be happy? Do I deserve to be happy? I just don't know anymore. I've lost myself again. I don't feel myself when I'm here. No one will ever understand nor do they care. I'm back in that scary place again. Who can I go to? I have a strong faith that God can help me, but I feel he's given up on me. I just let him down too much...too often. I just wish I could be with the one I want to be with. I wish they would want me back. Oh well...I miss Fergus...end of story. :-( (But, I wonder if he feels the same...)
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i shall smote him with smotes.
fregsu
xx